Is muscle dysmorphia a worst illness...
now getting to scared... im not brave, im scared!
Scared to lose everyone, especially u!
i'm scared to lose you
Sometimes, i think i should not live till now as i would been in somewhere far far away land since pri, b4 that, i had alr been hurt by the word called loved... since K2...
i nid someone to console me now. . .
Everyone say im brave, but this is not called brave, is about to try everything u had now, if not, i do not know when can i do all this again... My time is limited.. Limited to everything
Its good that sometimes u didnt noe the truth... Cos its hurts....Nw trying to cherish every moment i had.
i've just cried
Will i be able to walk out of my past shadow,
NAHH, i don't think so...
All the past, juz came bak to refresh my memory...
Once close my eyes, it was still fresh as b4!Wed, 11/18/2010During wed morning, i woke up with lots of sweat, breathing difficulty, trying to calm down but couldnt...
As i dreamt about that she had left me forever.. almost burst into tears...
Dk y had alot of this kind of dreams lately, i've been rly v v scared. . .
Can someone come n console me...Maybe my illness had worsen year by year, wonder how much longer i can live on more?
What if one day i got to leave you here, while i'm gone in a far away land
If i know it, i will leave you and not to hurt you while i still alive
So as to not letting u having broken heart
One day, if i'm just disappear into thin air
Sorry for not bidding goodbye to you
Cos i didn't wan let u see how ugly i am
if there is one thing, i juz wanted to say
