Before today is ending, i will say today is not any luck for me ??

I know im like a child
who rattle all day long

i know you like to be taken care of
who wouldnt
i oso wish to take care of you
but you must give me time to change about it

Im nvr say i nvr trust you
is due to my past experience that make me scared
i will always trust you till down the road

I stick to you all day long
cos of my back experience that you will gone
If you dont like sticking to you all day long
You mus giv me time to do it

I know you like me
Like i always do
I will try to change for the best
n i know you will

N we will stay together forever
No matter wad happen
we will always be together
last thing to say is

It's hard when both of us are in love where we can't be together.
The feeling will be struggling, n I know it now..

Although is hard, but if we are truly love each other, i know that this will last forever.
I will prove it till they accept me.

"Hey! Lets take picture, I want to put it as my contact picture!!", said K.

"Dun wan lah!!! Is ugly man!!! Dun wan", said by K's friends.

"Juz one only lah!!!! Okok!! I take the nice one!!", said K.

"Kaching... Kaching!!!", made by the camera sound. Then left the last boy, J, who didn't really wan to take photo that time, as his is still affected by R/S during that time.

"Pss..", talk in a soft tone. "Why dun we play a trick on him so that when he come up, we can take a picture of him", said by the girls. But they didn't know that J had heard them talking about it.

"Hey! Wake up lah, we won't take a picture of you", saying in a sacarstic voice. After a few times of trying to trick him, he didn't wake up. At the moment, they knew that J was angry about it. So they didn't make any noise since then. He woke up when it was about time to go an every one was very quiet and head quietly Towards mrt.

So after J, had reached home, he received a message from S, saying that, "Hey, don't angry anymore lah, about just now, we are very sorry to it. So please don't angry ler, ok!". At the very moment, he had started to like her without knowing it. As he knew that she still had her boyfriend and he isn't those kind of people who will destroy it. Since then, he started to SMS her n chat with her.

So after few months, S had surprisingly become J's sister. And very surprisingly that they are same class with each other! This is how J started to become S's brother. Before the semestral exam for year 1 sem 2, S had just broken up with her boyfriend. J didn't know why when people broke up J will felt sad, and then this is how J become her brother. Sometime S get very down and J will go comfort her, and J still remember the incident that S become very mad with them. So J started to went up and ask her what happened! At first, she won't say, talk or smile at all! She will just ignored you, so when we had ate our lunch, we headed to lab for lesson and S started to walk away first. Not surprise that J went to chase her. During the journey, J keep making funny faces but she just won't laugh at all. But after a while, she started to smile and J felt relieved more as she had SMILE! At the lab, I ask her what had happen and she told me.

After several months, J had started to fall on love with S, which she doesn't know at all. Since then, he started to know more about about S and what she like. Sometime, When J was hinting her, she just doesn't know it! So he had just to wait abit more longer.
"Hey, wanna go out?!", said J in a happily tone. So after awhile, she reply ok! So that day was pattern festival, so they went to Clark quay and walk. They walked from Clark quay to Chinatown, and they bought two young coconut to quench their thirst. During that very moment he wanted to told her that he liked her and can they be together. But he never say in the end till when she was about to reach home, he ask about it and she seems to be shocked and without any answering she went home.

Since then, they had never talk at even at chalet, this make them very embarrassing and didn't talk for weeks till one day she replied him. At the moment he was very excited and anxious as what she wanted to say. To his expectation, he was very very happy that nothing can describe it! And he agreed with it as he love her very much, but she need sometime to recover from it, so I agreed with it too!! But somehow, something happen in between where she can't accept him as her bf! This thing had made them very difficult to be together. "Even if we love each other but can't be together".

If I being realistic, I wun freaking care helping out!
If I being realistic, I wun be helping in everything!!
Since I being realistic, why should I help!