Everything i said had been reject, every word i told, is still the same thing...

Even though being "rejected", hearing those i should not hear for the answer, i felt sad.. but i still reply with "HAHA, okok!!" cos i din wan u to noe..

Do you noe, whenever people said we are together, and i do not know how to answer them, but always giv them a smile... Then you will say no, n the feelings is just sucks, a thousand scissors cutting through ur heart.. But in the end, i still try to understand, as you wanted to had a open relationship and not a secret one, and you wanted ur parent to agree on us, so i will work doubly, thriply hard to let your parent agree being together with you =D

But i wonder, will you still loved me as now you do?? Will i survive through the years.. What if 1 day i'm juz gone quietly, who will care n shower love for you??? Maybe... yaa.. that's the thing...